Simply put... the father of a dear friend died a week ago and today (monday 14th of July) is the memorial service for the good man. He suffered from cancer, no treatment worked for him, his cancer was discovered too late.
Two summers ago in 2012 a dear friend passed away after a traffic accident. His brain damage was so severe, he would never recover. He couldn't breath on his own anymore.
I am like... can I skip summer?